I wonder who I'll actually end up with. This is an unknown thing that I am excited for. Why can't I be excited for the unknown thing that is eternity? I have a true love and that is you. I am excited to see your redeeming love throughout the old testament! Your love for Israel and your love for your people. I think I may come out of this SBS truly knowing how much you love me or at least knowing as much as I ever have about your love for me.
Lord, I don't know if this guy is the one for me. You know. You sly Father. You know exactly what is going to happen with this. So why should I worry so much about it? It is not a sin for me to like him. It is not a sin to want to get to know him more. It is not even a sin to desire him. To be attracted to him. To love him. I just pray that you remain the center of my life. You remain my true love. This could come and go, but you always remain. You are a constant, firm Love in my life. It's quite amazing that you always come with me wherever I go. My friends and family cannot even do that! Why do I desire others to be with me when I've had you with me since the day I began forming in my mother's womb! You loved me even then. You love me even now. You will love me in the future. Help me become a Godly woman. Grow my strength and diligence. If I had your strength I'd be the strongest woman in the world. If I had your kindness I would be the kindest woman in the world. If I had your heart I would have the biggest, most loving heart in the world.
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