January 12, 2009

I've got my life in a suitcase

The wave seems to be hitting all shores but my own. That should be okay with me. I have been struggling with not caring about the wave. I do not even know why I still want this wave to hit my shores. I do not need this wave. I do not need to look for this wave. I have plenty of other things to occupy my mind and my time. I am happy for my friend who has just been hit by the wave. It's quite sweet and beautiful. I just want something sweet and beautiful. If there's one thing I have learned in the past 3 months it is that I fall fast and hard and am too emotional and over-analyze everything. That's more than one thing I suppose, but they all go hand-in-hand.

This life is becoming too complicated, but only because I am making it so. It does not have to be this complicated.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

true dat.
un-complicating your life is a task! But you will love yourself. I love myself!