It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song

Why do I think the answer to all my problems is fasting. Maybe it is. Eventually I'll figure some piece of this puzzle out.

First day of school tomorrow. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself when Justin is in school. The Love of my life is in India and my best friend starts the eighth grade tomorrow. It'll be a good day to get my head into the Bible and run a few miles.

I really feel as if I'm wasting my days away. I say I'm going to wake up early, but I just sleep the day away. I say I'm going to eat healthy but I just eat junk. I say I'm going to read the Bible, but I just watch TV. I say I'm going to be to work on time, but I'm always a few minutes late. I say I'm going to go to bed early, but I just stay up late.

Something needs to change, and only I can make that happen. I need to work on my self-control. As of this moment in time I have none. Absolutely none. I'll say yes to anything and everything. Except drugs. Just say no, kids.