July 30, 2008

I just cannot wait no more, no more, this is our fate, I'm yours

Oh man. I think that life is really funny! Let me tell those of you that actually read this a story. When I was pretty young, we're talking 11 or 12 years of age I hung out with my cousin Mikey a lot. We talked every day on the phone and I did a lot of things with his family. He had this friend. A very good looking friend I thought at the time, but I think Mikey ended up telling his friend that I had a crush on him. Much to my surprise and horror, Mikey's friend wanted to have nothing to do with me and said I was ugly. Harsh words for a 11 year old girl to hear! Every time Mikey brings up this person I think of how foorish I was and naive to have liked some jerk-ass boy just because I thought he was cute.

Today was Tuesday, Trashy Tuesday as us McCollor cousins like to call it. This time, our third...maybe fourth Trashy Tuesday Mikey invites some friends. He told me that the boy I used to think was so cute back in the day was coming, and I'm thinking, "how embarrassing, if he remembers who I am! I'm done for" I didn't know what to expect, so I had a beer. By the time he got there with his other friend I was in for quite the treat! They pretend to be these made up people sometimes, and it's actually the funniest thing I've seen in a while. So, they take their masks off and finally introduce themselves, and they're both really awesome guys! Even the one who had rejected me so early on in life! After we hang out for awhile they decide it would be best for them to leave. I did not want them to leave. I liked being around them. They were silly, and I like silly. They also were not high, so that was a huge plus as well. After they left Mikey's friend of old contacted Mikey and told him that I was cute! His cousin Sarah was cute.

Of all people in my life I never thought he'd be one I'd ever, ever see again, and it's funny now because he actually thinks I'm cute this time, and after seeing him now I didn't think he was all that cute. Oh man, funny how life does these twists and turns. For real. I will see him again on Saturday, though it's not him I'm excited to see again. Golly, why can't Jesus lovin' guys be attracted to me? I always pull in the "bad boys" the guys with one thing on their mind. You know the type.

What's so wrong with making out with someone you hardly know anyway?

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