To the bottom, Dear, I had to fall

Tropical Icebergs suddenly have no flavor.
I hate crying in front of people.
Rejoice! Again I must rejoice!
How can I rejoice?
I want to lie in my bed all day, not moving, or even breathing.
I want to lay next to you my Dear.
In silence like Job and his friends.
Don't let my heart harden.
This is my year of hope which happened to wake up on the wrong side of the bed.
Rejoice! I must rejoice.
I will not question the "why's."
Bitterness will only infiltrate my being.
Who wants that?
O, My God, how you love your servant!
Emotions seem to be all I have left in me.
My body is broken and weary.
My mind is completely blank.
Rejoice! Again, I say rejoice!
I cannot help but take interest in my own future.
If that Devil is trying me now,
how much more will my Father use me in this hopeful year?
Comfort is found in a band of horses.
I must lay my honey on the altar.
Honey, you really are the sweetest thing I ever saw.
I long to be with you, I truly do.
Rejoice, I know it's hard, rejoice!
Be strong. I'll be weak in your place.
But it's okay to be weak. I'll be strong for you.