February 4, 2010

Which to bury?

I have nearly had enough. Stubbornness, rudeness, quarreling, bickering, I don't need added stress to my life. I don't need this. I don't need you right now. You think you've come so far. You think you've done all these wonderful things. Who am I to judge you though? Who am I to bring up all the things you've done and still do "wrong?" I am no better. I am guilty of the same "crimes" as you. I am just as bad as you. I spend my money, I eat out. I argue back. I roll my eyes. I think I've changed. You get the idea. But I really don't want to deal with you. I really am tired of excuses and cancellations. The world does not revolve around you nor does it revolve around me. We both need to figure that out and take it and run with it. Run towards love and acceptance, not away from it. Trust in God as he does his perfecting work. Which he will do and is always doing because he cares for us both equally. However, just because he loves me and you the same does not mean I have to like you right now.